I was up really late last night so I woke up at 2pm,,, I legit did fuck all today tho.. I just stared at my ceiling while listening to Duster for 2 hours and then I cooked myself some pasta with an oyster sauce with white wine (yes, it was fucking amazing).

I've been feeling so lonely lately, I stopped hanging out with my friends and it's kind of just resulted in me having no one to talk to. Like, the past 4 days I've spoken to none of my irl friends at all and it feels so awfully fucking lonely. The worst part is that it creates this sort of desire to replace friendship with love, so it results in empty depserate chasing of love and that shit just makes for bad relationships and talking stages.

My daily recommendation is... "Echo, Bravo" by Duster ♡